I try to get back where I used to stand. I don't like what I used to be, I've been trying to forget all about it. But back then I'm open, happy go lucky, motivated, (hyper)active, exciting, intelligent, funny, playful, determine, neat, fun, lazy, nasty, focus; you can say I was an active typical kid with a grade "A" student hanging all over my belt. Until one day things hit me and asked me to grow up!

The thing is, I just realised that I don't have to be someone else just to grow up. I should just be me. But I guess I should also try to mix my awareness attitude with the good old days behavior. Of course not naughty and bad boy image. Today I started my day to be helpful and punctual. Don't get me wrong, some old habits does comes out. I can be mean and rude at the same time, I mean come on, that what makes me normal right?

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I forgot, just buzz me if you think my attitude is unacceptable... :P

Alright... I guess this is something kind of big for me to announce it on the internet.. hahaha... Anyway... there's a rumors and story about my relationship, well... I guess I better clear up the air a bit before I hurt someone else feeling. There's a rumor of me holding hand and hanging out with alooot of girls. Some said I was married and have 3 kids. Goshhh... I know I'm not a superstar or something, but this things make me feel like one... at least it makes me feel like I'm back in high school... Where everyone monitor my every move, I guess low profile and hiding under radar doesn't work anymore... Anyway, I just want to say that:

1. I'm not a player... and most of the girls are just a friend.
2. I don't have any relationship with any girls at the moment.
3. I never have not holding any girls hand (you know what I mean), well at least for the past 1 year.
4. Obviously I'm not married and therefore no kids!

Alright... for the past few years I've been slowing things down, to catch my breath. But now I'm ready to push up the notch a bit. Is it means I won't have time for relationship? Well... not really, I'm very strict when it comes to balancing social life and work life. Work is useless without social life, because if you keep on working it means you don't have a life. Once again, toward the end of this year, I'm going up 1 to full notch. I got 1 straight deal and I'm going for it!

Yup and yes I like blue. I hate red and try not to mix my clothes with anything red. Yuck, yuck, and yuck. But its my nature to be curious and like to try for something even if I don't like it. Just expect unexpected :P

Anyway, how is it like to be me? Got some works on my plate - real work stuff. Got several e-mails I need to reply to - more like a feedback. Got several request I need to sort out - got alot of invites and people who wants to be invite. Sorting out Cousins Reunion Camp, arghhh its very hard when you are one of the key people.

My free time.... spend time playing with my iPod and Linux... and ofcourse VeohTV. I'm kind of addicted to Veoh TV now... There's also alot of invitation request for VeohTV.... anyway... need to get some rest...

Peace out!

Wow, my first post. This is my 8th blog I ever owned. I manage and host 3 of my active blogs and I don't like 5 other blogs which are host somewhere. Anyway, I'm going to use Live Spaces for my personal stuff. Cool... now what should I post for the first shout-out?

Oh yea... this weekend I was so inspired and happy... As you might know, there was disturbing news about this young girl who was given a drug. I end up hunting YouTube for that video - I did found it but not in YouTube. Anyway, towards the end I came face to face with this video clip "Tell Me Why" by Declan Galbraith. My gosh, my heart just sink. I mean come on, after watching the disturbing news... then this music video.. gulp... I didn't cry... just gulp.... :P

Anyway... that kid voice is WOW! I mean WOW! So impressive. Then I just remember about another kid performing Michael Jackson song. My research begun... During that concert that kid just made me WOW X 100 times.... I mean he just a kid but then the voice WOW. Oh yea... finally I got his name, Billy Gilman.

Both were still kids back then, but by now they are around 16-18 yrs old. OK, lets listen to both voice. Here is what I found:

I read some articles about Billy Gilman... wow he got alot of personality, his talent is a worth and a serious deal. I hope people should take him seriously. WOW! You got one more fan today!